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Thursday, January 30, 2014

Added Stress During Ovulation

Currently, I'm under an extreme amount of stress.  To be totally candid, about a week and a half ago, I re-connected with a man I knew many years ago.  We hung out and I've been smitten with him ever since.  I'm having a hard time concentrating on anything when I'm constantly worried that the feelings aren't reciprocated.  To add to the stress, we live in different countries and I'm trying to not obsess about how to keep an open line of communication between us. 

We've been (in my opinion) flirting over email (my friends disagree), but nothing that he's said reassures me that a match between us is eminent.  And that's what I want at this time.  So, the stress of not knowing and not being my normal, forward self is making it hard for me to keep my eyes on the prize.

I'm quite determined to have it all, baby and boyfriend, but this is stressful.